My Favorite Gift So Far...

I never really "got" the whole Handel's Messiah phenomenon. I guess I always thought it was for the musical elite to understand...in fact, on Sunday, I decided to play our practically unused copy again to see if we were yet able to grasp it's magnificence. It only took one song before the kids were practically plugging their ears and begging me to turn it off. So imagine my surprise as to what happened Tuesday night.

     It had been a rather melancholy day for me. My shoulders felt heavy as I had  immersed myself once again in the goings on in the political scene. It was more than just the politics...it really seems as if that great war in heaven has just changed settings, and the adversary is doing his best to take away choice after choice. Stunning policy is being passed through this lame duck session of congress-and it is breathtaking in its far reaching effects. With all that on my mind, I attended an orchestra performance at Michaela's school, where her choir had been invited to perform the closing numbers . I felt sad that the beautiful Christmas music was set against the backdrop of my mood of hopelessness. When they began the concluding number, I realized that it was Handel's Halleluja Chorus.  I quietly slipped to the aisle doors  with the intention of  staying there right up to the end, and then make a quick exit before the crowd dispersed. As I stood there listening to the choir, the most amazing thing happened. A powerful witness of the Savior penetrated my whole being. It was electric. And as they sang "and He will reign forever and ever" I just began to weep. I knew and felt with my whole soul that it was true. He reigns. Not Satan. Not the President. Not any person. Once again I was reminded that He is in control- all things are His. I  felt all of that hopeless just wash away. Embarrassed by my emotional response, I looked around and saw others wiping  their eyes obviously touched by the music.
It was beautiful, and it was just what I needed.
Handel, I am now a believer.

For some beautiful insight on Handel, read this.